Today was all about surviving mom leaving for Dubai. I had two bouts of sadness already, but I successfully prevented myself from crying. I said to myself, "Man up. This is no excuse to not be awesome."
And so here I am. Being awesome. Made an online diary.
Revised my previous Surat. I've been mixing up similar words lately. I must do hifz more often.
Up in my head, when I'm with my computer, I'm happy. But when I go downstairs and nobody is there, I start thinking of how silent the house is. Should I always have headphones on? Or have something to think about to prevent the sadness that accompanies?
My head was aching, so I made tea for myself. After a long, long time. By myself. I have to get used to this. That's when Mufi came, it's so much better when he's around.
I think I can do this. Be happy for her.
Besides, there is only one good reason one must cry for.
Events: Brief meeting with T*nw*l*, did 2/3 ziyaraat, got new rubber bands.
Productivity: Hifz 1 hour
Published two study group discussions.
Picture: Diary transformation from paper to screen behind it. Also, new water bottle ^^
Breakthrough: If I can survive today, I can survive everyday.
Learnt: Realized the importance of maintaining a journal. Hope I discipline myself to do this everyday.
New thingies: Heard the Fight song by Rachel Platten. Spoke to Y*s*n, a sweet guy. Death of a parent reminds me know grateful I should be for mine. Saw the King's speech and Shawshank redemption, again.
Conclusion: It was a good day.
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