Akki

I mean. It all really doesn't matter Naky. Look at Kolkatta. 15 people died when a flyover collapsed. Life could end just like that tomorrow. Do you really want to spend your time worrying over something as inconsequential as scores.

I mean it's you.
You'll persevere.
You always have.
You always will.

Maybe you don't have the score that you need right now.
That does not mean you'll never have a low score.
Your study conditions in India were vastly different from that of your peers in America.

Pretty sure they did not have to work 12+ hours taking care of stupid people who had stupid ailments eating into their study time.

You did all that.
Lived on your own.
Made your own food ( and fucking f survived, yo )
Took care of me.
And had a good, respectable score.

If nothing else, I believe that you can do it. Yah. It'll be hard. .
Hell.
It'll be worse than living on your own.
But you will get through.

Allah put on planet earth to save people. Pretty sure he won't give up on you. I mean. The dude has infinite wisdom. He wouldn't put you down and then make you useless. So chill.  You'll be awesome.